WhAt ThE **** iS yOuR pRoBlEm?!
Great, since no one is going to read this crap, I'm just going to vent all my frustrations here...
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Seriously, I do not know what is your problem.
Firstly, you call me every night just to chat with me. That's alright but have it ever occurred to you that I may have other important things to do? You demanded to talk to me either when I'm in the toilet or when I'm mugging for my exams or when I'm doing some other stuff. And when I'm not available, you showed attitude/displeasure to my sisters. Is that fair? And even as we chat, 99% of the conversation is only about You, You AND You. Only when I say I've to go off DEN u ask me whether I got anything to tell you. Yes, you may say that's what friends are for. But for goodness sake, please give me some space of my own. It doesn't mean that I've to be there for you every time, every where, every place, you understand? I'm sure I'm not your only friend so why not talk to your favourite Gerald? since you like to brag about him so much.
Secondly, what's over IS over. No point crying over spilt milk, it doesn't help salvage the situation. For example, the Physics SPA IS over, so why do you still persist in asking me whether you did that question correctly or not, its not like I'm the teacher or what. I can't help but deny that you do have many good qualities. Its just that those bad qualities seemed to completely cover up your possible good ones.
Thirdly, you invited me to your church before and I did went there twice. That's at least better than some who don't even go when invited. This Sunday I'm unable to, because I'm on duty, so why can't you just understand. Anyway, you SHOULD be inviting non-christian friends, NOT me and whats more, I've already got my own church...I know you need someone to talk to at your church but don't you find it weird for a person to shuttle between 2 churches? I feel rather that it's better to stay rooted at one. I've been at my church since Pri 1-2, so there's a certain sense of belonging to the church. Anyway, you invited Jose before, he can't, and you never pursued that matter anymore but why it is different for me?
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Though many shunned from you but at least I remained by your side( This should not be counted as bragging). Shouldn't you be slightly grateful? And for your information, you're not the only one with problems and worries, others have too just that they don't show it. I have to worry about tests, examinations, a teacher who teaches Integration like a "bullet train", my violin internal exam next Monday and many others. All I'm asking for is some space of my own. You have your own life and I have mine too so why can't you just grant me this small little favour?
